stress!! hate!

arh~~!!
how to express my stress...
i am so suffer now...
first time have this feeling...
how?

today i ask my mum....

"meh... this time maybe i will drop class"
"of course la... every time said here wrong there wrong... some more you said all the paper was so hard..."
"ya la.... that's the truth ma..."
"some more every day go and sleep.."
"ya la... you know that i can't study want ma... if i study i sure felt sleepy..."
"where got people like you?"
"how i know... if i don't sleep... i study also no use want la... also can't even understand what the text saying cause of no semangat..."

*"xxx" i said...
*"xxx" mum said...
and my mum.... keep quite....
haha!! finally i won...
i really scared i will drop class...
cause now i don't have any confident that i can stay in this class...
is already four paper... all also so damn hard...
how??
want to die now...
cause once i drop... i will drop to account class...
no more chemistry, biology, and physic ...
i LOVE science....
so... hopefully i can stay in this class...
hopefully....
ARH!!!! so stress....
if teacher didn't said will drop class if our result bad...
i won't have any stress...
after this test i think i won't have this feeling again...
that's good...

i can't even do revision in afternoon...
once i study i will sleep...
is already two days i did the same thing....
so... i only can do my revision at night for 1 hours...
hahah!!!
so lazy... some more hope this hope that...
try la...
try my best to get the best result...

KAMBATEH!!!!

GOOD LUCK!!!